Monday, 12th of May 2008
Good afternoon everyone.
I don't have much news to tell,.. But since I wanted to keep this up to date a bit, I will have to type something up. :-)
It's been a nice week last week. The weather is so nice because the temperatures go up to 27°C. It's been a while since it's been that great here. So we are all very thrilled! Hehe. It's still 27°C today, but that will change soon I guess. All good things come to an end...
I have found a way to bypass my data limit for my internet provider! It wasn't that hard... But anyway. I won't try it too much, since they are working on fixing the leak in their software, hardware, whatever. So... Right when I have found a way to bypass it, they will fix it, darnit! lol.
Already downloaded the entire CSI New York season 3, and 4 movies! lol. I love unlimited Data... Wish it was always like that :(
That's about it though... Don't have any other news to share the moment.
Ciao
maandag, mei 12, 2008
dinsdag, mei 06, 2008
Big changes behind me, and ahead of me...
Tuesday, 6th of May 2008
It's been more than half a year ago since I have updated this blog. It's about time that I do.
I don't have much inspiration today though, but I will try to post some of the things that have been going up and down in my life lately.
- My grandpa (the only one I have ever known) passed away on January 2nd 2008...
The new year didn't start really well for me, since I was very much attached to him.
He had cancer, and that was pretty much the cause of his death... I am still not over it, and I still miss him so much every day... But life goes on.
† In Beloved Memory, Hendrik. †
I know that you are shining down on me, from heaven.
After this, it didn't get better at all....
- I have succeeded on all of my finals, and so I am "Theory"-free at the moment. I don't have to study any more theories, and I don't have to make any other finals... I have a 4 month holiday at this moment.
- Despite the succeeded finals, I have had a bad internship. The people in my institution are rotten apples. They talk behind my back all the time, and they don't quite deserve the label "Educator" in my eyes. Pathetic people. I have failed this internship. Thanks to that, my whole future is about to fall down in the water.
I have to fill in an application form again to ask for another internship. I hope that I can get that done, because it is my final chance. I have already done my internship twice in one educational year, and a third time isn't allowed, unless you fill in that form or send some sort of letter to the principal of our school.
So... I will try that... And if I don't get another chance, I will most likely go to work.
I have thrown away 3 beautiful years of eduction, but that is life I suppose. Nothing more to do about that. I can try to go study in another school, but then again... It's another three years of study. And when I graduate (without any obstacles in between) I have reached the age of 24.
So... Don't quite know what to do at the moment.
I really hope that I get that last chance, and that I can make it and get my diploma that I want so bad.... This is my life. All that I have ever dreamed out. I don't want to see this dream fly away.
The sun is shining at the moment, and that is a good thing. It makes me feel more happy at times, and I enjoy being in the sunlight. I can take a walk with my dog, and I can even go take a ride on my bike. :-) It makes me happier, even though I have no reason to be happy at this time... But hell. I shouldn't feel guilty at all. I have done the best that I could. If people don't see that, they are as blind as a mole is. Damnit!
I have also bought the "Wii Fit". A fun thing to train myself a bit more and to gain more balance. My balance is sooo screwed up. The "30 minutes of hoola hoop" and "10minutes to 30 minutes free jogging" and "30 minutes stepping" is really tiring! But so much fun. It trains my muscles which I didn't even know I had. \o/ I even start to like Yoga! :").
Well.. This is a short summary of things that went on in my life. I think that I have forgotten some, but I don't have much time now to write those all down.
Let's try keeping this blog a little bit more up to date now. And if not... Please remind me! :')
Ciao,
Evelien.
It's been more than half a year ago since I have updated this blog. It's about time that I do.
I don't have much inspiration today though, but I will try to post some of the things that have been going up and down in my life lately.
- My grandpa (the only one I have ever known) passed away on January 2nd 2008...
The new year didn't start really well for me, since I was very much attached to him.
He had cancer, and that was pretty much the cause of his death... I am still not over it, and I still miss him so much every day... But life goes on.
† In Beloved Memory, Hendrik. †
I know that you are shining down on me, from heaven.
After this, it didn't get better at all....
- I have succeeded on all of my finals, and so I am "Theory"-free at the moment. I don't have to study any more theories, and I don't have to make any other finals... I have a 4 month holiday at this moment.
- Despite the succeeded finals, I have had a bad internship. The people in my institution are rotten apples. They talk behind my back all the time, and they don't quite deserve the label "Educator" in my eyes. Pathetic people. I have failed this internship. Thanks to that, my whole future is about to fall down in the water.
I have to fill in an application form again to ask for another internship. I hope that I can get that done, because it is my final chance. I have already done my internship twice in one educational year, and a third time isn't allowed, unless you fill in that form or send some sort of letter to the principal of our school.
So... I will try that... And if I don't get another chance, I will most likely go to work.
I have thrown away 3 beautiful years of eduction, but that is life I suppose. Nothing more to do about that. I can try to go study in another school, but then again... It's another three years of study. And when I graduate (without any obstacles in between) I have reached the age of 24.
So... Don't quite know what to do at the moment.
I really hope that I get that last chance, and that I can make it and get my diploma that I want so bad.... This is my life. All that I have ever dreamed out. I don't want to see this dream fly away.
The sun is shining at the moment, and that is a good thing. It makes me feel more happy at times, and I enjoy being in the sunlight. I can take a walk with my dog, and I can even go take a ride on my bike. :-) It makes me happier, even though I have no reason to be happy at this time... But hell. I shouldn't feel guilty at all. I have done the best that I could. If people don't see that, they are as blind as a mole is. Damnit!
I have also bought the "Wii Fit". A fun thing to train myself a bit more and to gain more balance. My balance is sooo screwed up. The "30 minutes of hoola hoop" and "10minutes to 30 minutes free jogging" and "30 minutes stepping" is really tiring! But so much fun. It trains my muscles which I didn't even know I had. \o/ I even start to like Yoga! :").
Well.. This is a short summary of things that went on in my life. I think that I have forgotten some, but I don't have much time now to write those all down.
Let's try keeping this blog a little bit more up to date now. And if not... Please remind me! :')
Ciao,
Evelien.
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